Dicha
was up before the sun as usual, but today she wasn’t going to work. In
the gray light filtering through the closed shutters of her room’s
window she dressed, not in the uniform of a counter-tending shop girl
but in a far more practical outfit designed for hiking. Once dressed,
she pulled the basket out from under her bed. Its dry wicker creaked a
little, and she froze, though the noise was far too soft for her parents
sleeping in the adjacent room to hear. The thing was heavy, laden with
what Dicha had stored inside the day before - two loaves of good, thick
bread, a half a wheel of cheese, a clay bottle of wine, and some
sausage, along with a ceramic-bladed knife and a thin blanket.
Carrying
it in front of herself with both hands, Dicha crept out of the room and
made for the front door of the house, ears straining for any sound that
would indicate that her parents or younger brother were awake. They
would be expecting her to be heading off to the shop at this time of
day, and the basket would give away the whole game.
After
what seemed like forever, Dicha reached the door, and then she was past
it. With a sigh of relief, she padded quietly toward the village’s
north edge, homing in on the tall, white-barked Hava tree that stood not
far from the last buildings, the pre-determined meeting point. Its
thorny crown stood out against the partially-lit bulk of the mountains
beyond, mountains whose equally white peaks were the winter snows’ last
refuge from approaching summer.
Cade
was already there when Dicha arrived, and the eastern horizon’s orange
color suggested that dawn was imminent. He was pacing nervously when
Dicha caught sight of him, and that made her smile. The boy was a year
older than her, and far more cautious by nature, and though she found
his constant worrying more than a little annoying at times it was at
least as endearing as it was bothersome.
A
moment after she saw him, Cade turned to pace another lap and saw her,
and his thin face broke into a smile that completely wiped away the
worry. “Dicha. There you are.” He stated the obvious. “I was beginning
to think we’d been found out.”
Dicha
dashed the remaining distance to her beau and set down the basket next
to the roots of the old Hava tree. She put one arm around Cade’s
shoulder, standing on tip-toe due to their difference in height. “If I’m
going to get caught for doing something, I’m gonna get done doing it
first.” She pointed farther into the woods, up the ground’s slope. “Now,
c’mon.” She picked up the basket and put it into Cade’s hands before
disengaging herself from him and, beckoning, jogging up-slope. Cade, no
longer visibly worrying, but instead grinning slyly, followed, carrying
the basket far easier than Dicha could.
After
ten minutes, the pair slowed to a walk, letting the early morning quiet
dominate the scene. Summer wouldn’t begin for weeks yet, but the trees
and undergrowth already had most of their summer greenery back from
winter dormancy. Most of the forest’s more dangerous plants would have
their various vine tendrils, sticky traps, and maws ready for
“customers” for almost a month, so the trip was more or less peaceful.
Dicha dropped back to walk abreast with Cade, and the boy took the hint
and encircled his fingers between hers. There was no real path through
the woods, but Dicha didn’t worry about getting back - every child in
the village was taught from an early age to follow that big Hava tree
home if they got lost.
As
the sun rose a bit, the two began to break the silence - Dicha did,
anyway. Cade was an excellent listener, but he rarely said more than he
needed to. Dicha liked that about him - he was the sort of person whom
she felt could be trusted with any secret. The small talk eventually
petered out, though - Dicha’s interest became regularly drawn to things
she saw around her, and Cade seemed to prefer watching Dicha’s face
light up as she spotted things of interest to filling the silence.
The
forest finally started giving way to the scrubby, boulder-strewn
terrain of the upper foothills about two hours before midday, and here
Cade hesitated at the base of a dead Jeinu glue-tree. “Dicha, this is a
bad idea.” He said. “Master Vourk said that anywhere bad enough to kill
Jeinu trees is bad enough to kill people.” He kicked one of the dry,
hard puddles of sap around the base of the stump, and the hardened stuff
cracked open, oozing watery rot and a foul, deathly smell.
“Cade...”
Dicha took him by the arm and pulled gently. “Master Vourk says a lot
of things. Do you really think people come from another world, or
believe the stories about dragons living far underground?”
Cade hesitated. “... No.” He replied hesitantly. ”They’re childrens’ stories. There are no such thing as dragons.”
”Exactly.”
Dicha caught Cade’s gaze and held it, smiling confidently. ”Jeinu trees
are tough, but everything dies. Look, there aren’t any trees at all
farther up.”
Cade
still didn’t look happy about it, but he did start walking again. Dicha
knew he’d cheer back up - after all, she was nearby. She’d always found
herself able to keep Cade in high spirits.
Now
out of the thicker growth farther back, the two could see up the slope a
longer distance. This part of the mountain was scattered with prickly
burst bushes and the occasional colorful Legh shredder, but these
plants’ hazards were short-ranged even at the peak of the season and
were easily avoided. The ground was between these covered in patchy
snapgrass, harmless enough as local plants went. Ahead, Dicha saw that
the ground leveled off again at the base of a jagged, broken cliff face.
She led Cade toward that, determining it to be a good place to stop.
After all, it was an hour or so before midday now, and she was quite
ready to stop.
As
soon as the pair arrived at the cliff face, Dicha bounded ahead and
seated herself on a large rock to save herself from the annoyance of
sitting on snapgrass, patting the gray stone next to her. “This is
perfect!” She gestured around to the cliff, scattered boulders, and flat
stretch of snapgrass. ”No-one around... perfect weather... all day to
ourselves.”
Cade
took the hint and set the basket down in the grass, then stepped over
and seated himself next to Dicha, casually putting his arm around her
shoulder. ”And look, you can even see the village.” He pointed, and
Dicha followed the gesture to a familiar white crown far downslope, next
to which she could see a cluster of roofs barely visible around the
canopy of the ever-present, predatory forest. ”We’re only, what, six
miles from it? Five?” He said, as if to reassure himself, and gently
drew Dicha closer to his side.
She
didn’t resist the embrace - far from it, the girl’s face grew a sly
smile and she turned to face Cade, their faces in close proximity. ”Far
enough.” She whispered, and Cade took the hint (he was getting better at
that) and kissed her.
Dicha
responded enthusiastically, by Cade’s reaction a bit more so than he
was expecting, and accidentally bowled Cade over and off the rock,
despite her small size and slight build. The two were so tangled in each
other that she fell too, and both landed heavily but harmlessly in the
snapgrass. Dicha felt dozens of the plant’s stalks crush under her
weight, and of course the surviving stems snapped their coils at both of
them, but snapgrass couldn’t even draw blood on a newborn with its
strikes. Dicha had to laugh, both at the plant’s futile snapping, and at
herself and Cade for falling. Soon Cade was laughing too, and rather
than get up they just lay there for several moments, the laughter
subsiding to chuckles, and then petering out entirely. Dicha stayed
perfectly still, laying on her back, until the snapgrass’s primitive
reactions subsided, content to stare up at the clear midday sky and the
cliff looming over her. She focused on a shadow near the top - a hollow,
or perhaps a cave?
Cade
rolled over then, stirring the grass back into its bothersome fit of
fruitless stinging, and got to his knees, offering a hand to Dicha to
help her up as well. She took it, letting Cade help her to her feet,
then without missing a beat, she jogged a few yards farther back from
the rock face and craned her neck up to look at the shadowed spot. From
the new perspective, Dicha was sure the shadow was a cave. ”Hey Cade,
think we can climb to that?” She pointed.
Cade looked, shielding his eyes from the sun. ”I suppose?” He replied cautiously. ”If we get hurt this far from town...”
”Cade,
you can’t always think about the worst case.” Dicha walked back toward
him while he was looking up toward the cave, and put her arms around his
neck from behind. ”Come on, think of the view from up there. And the
privacy.” She drew out the last word suggestively.
Cade didn’t need to be hinted in this direction twice. ”I suppose that climb won’t be too bad.” He said with mock resignation.
Dicha
kissed the back of his neck and let go, grabbing Cade’s hand as she ran
around him and pulled him toward the cliff face. Its jagged, irregular
surface, she decided, would make the climb more of a scramble, and she
was already mentally mapping a path up the outcroppings and ledges in
its face.
Dicha
had scrambled up to the first ledge large enough to sit on, about
eleven feet up, before she realized Cade was still at the bottom,
standing over the picnic basket with his arms crossed, looking up at her
Dicha pursed her lips in thought - she’d forgotten the bulky container,
and it seemed a shame to have to leave it.
Cade,
though, pointed past Dicha and picked up the basket with his other
hand. ”Put it there.” He stepped below her and held it up as high as
possible. It barely reached the height to which Dicha’s feet dangled.
Seeing this, Cade tossed the basket up the last two feet to Dicha’s
waiting hands. The weight nearly wrenched her from her perch (which
elicited a gasp from Cade), but Dicha just laughed and got the basket
into position, then climbed up to the next stopping point.
In
this manner, the pair juggled themselves and the basket all the way up
to the shadowed spot Dicha had spotted. Exhausted from the climb, they
sat for over a minute at the mouth of the opening, looking out over the
mountainside and the wooded hills below. Eventually, Cade started
unpacking the basket, spreading out the blanket and taking out the food
Dicha had packed. While he did so, Dicha rose to her feet and walked a
few paces back into the cave, curious as to how far it went. As she
moved farther from the light streaming in the entrance, she became aware
of another source - a faint, golden illumination from around the cave’s
curvature. ”Cade, there’s light back there.” She said, turning around.
Cade
cut off a chunk of cheese and got up, meeting Dicha part-way inside to
see what she was referring to. After a moment of letting his eyes adjust
(during which time he munched on the cheese in silence), Cade nodded.
“Yeah. Maybe it has another entrance farther up?” He suggested.
Dicha
shook her head. ”Don’t think so. Come on, let’s look.” She put her hand
to one wall as a guide and, with careful steps, proceeded toward the
light.
”Dicha, wait...” Cade started, but apparently decided she wasn’t going to be deterred and followed, equally carefully.
After
about twenty steps in almost pitch-darkness, when even Dicha began to
worry that the next step would put her foot into a hidden chasm in the
rock, the tunnel again began to lighten. As Dicha finished navigating
the curved tunnel, she saw that the light was coming from around another
bend a little ways farther in, this one tight and abrupt. In addition
to the light, which looked to be as bright as a bonfire but not
flickering, she began to notice heat - not unpleasant as much as
soothing. Dicha inched up to this abrupt corner and peeked around to see
what the light was coming from.
The
chamber beyond was bright - dazzlingly so, and the heat that bombarded
her face was stifling, somehow without losing the soothing character
that it had farther back. Dicha saw a silvery ovoid object sitting in a
depression in the center of the space, surrounded by a ring of glowing,
coruscating yellowish crystals - the source of the golden light - their
points all facing in toward the ovoid object. To Dicha, the ring looked
like nothing more than the nests built by egg-hens owned by some of the
villlagers. The object itself was smooth to the point of being
reflective, like the constable’s ceremonial armor, but dotted with
splotches of matte brown, almost like rust. Not that any constable would
ever let his ceremonial garb rust.
A
touch on her arm reminded Dicha of Cade’s presence. She pulled back
from the corner and turned to face him. ”What’s in there?” He whispered.
”You
tell me.” Dicha stepped back, and Cade took a turn glancing in for a
long moment. When he turned back, he had an expression of characteristic
worry on his face, which Dicha frowned on. ”Let’s go, Dicha.”
”What?” Dicha put out a hand to stop him. ”What is it?”
”Looks like a nest.” Cade replied quietly. ”For something big.”
Dicha nodded excitedly. ”I thought so too!” She pushed past Cade. ”Too bad it isn’t. Nothing lays eggs that big.”
”Dicha,
wait - ” Cade tried to grab her arm, but missed, and Dicha, swimming
against the heat-thickened air, headed toward the ring of crystals.
Up
close, Dicha got a better sense of scale. The ovoid was about as high
as her knees, and the crystal ring, though irregular, came up to perhaps
two thirds of that height.
”Dicha!” Hissed Cade from the entrance. ”What are you doing?”
Dicha
turned around to respond. ”Cade, there’s nothing dangerous here.” She
smiled reassuringly, beads of perspiration from the heat forming on her
forehead. ”Look.” With a deft hop, she was inside the ring, and when she
turned back to Cade he had a look of horror on his face. ”Oh, come on,
Cade, there’s nothing that lays eggs this big and we both know it.” She
reached out and rested her palm on the ovoid object, withdrawing it
immediately when it proved to be as hot as a stockpot over a cook-fire.
”Ow.” Dicha muttered, nursing her slightly singed palm.
The
ovoid shuddered, and Dicha could feel it in her feet. She stepped back
in surprise, and the cuff of her pants snagged on one of the crystals,
bowling her back over the ring onto her back. The crystals were hot too,
and Dicha could smell the cloth of her pants singing before she rolled
her legs onto the stone floor.
”You all right?” Cade asked, at her side in an instant, heedless of the danger, offering her a hand to help her up.
”Yeah...
It moved.” Dicha said to Cade, more curious than afraid still, as he
lifted her to her feet. ”Careful, it’s all hot.” She gestured to the
crystals and the egg-like object.
Just
then, the object made a rattling sound, and its silvery exterior became
a spiderweb of cracks. Dicha and Cade both looked at it, just in time
to see the shattered pieces of the shell break apart and fall away from
something covered in yellowish goo and squirming.
”It was an egg!” Dicha gasped in amazement, not really feeling any fear of anything that was just born.
Cade, though, tugged her back. ”Let’s go. Now.” He pulled Dicha back.
”Wait,
let’s see - ” Dicha started to protest, but a warbling chirp from the
squirming thing interrupted them both. A long, snouted head on a spindly
neck rose from the morass, still dripping golden ichor, and fixed two
huge eyes on Dicha. Underneath the fluids, the creature’s head was
covered in shiny, silver scales.
Untangling
itself, the ungainly creature clambered over the crystals, seeming to
ignore their heat, slowly approaching her. It had four legs, a
serpentine body ending in a long tail, and two batlike wings folded up
on its back. Dicha recognized the shape immediately, though it was Cade
who hissed its name. ”Dragon!” before pulling Dicha back again. It
wasn’t very large - perhaps five feet long, most of its length being
neck and tail.
”Cade,
wait.” She pulled her arm from Cade’s grasp and held her hands out to
the creature, which cocked its head curiously. Despite the stories of
these creatures destroying whole villages, Dicha thought it was rather
adorable. ”I’m not going to hurt you.” She said, in the same tone she
used for talking with young children in the shop.
The
dragon seemed to understand, because it closed the distance and nuzzled
its nose against Dicha’s hand. She flinched, expecting it to be as hot
as the egg it came from, but found its skin to be no warmer than the air
in the chamber, though it did leave her hand and forearm smeared with
sticky goo.
Dicha
giggled a little, shook off the goo, and stroked the top of the
dragon’s scaly head gently. It responded with a chirped pleasure note
and wrapped its body around her legs, extending its head up to allow
Dicha better access to continue. She looked over to Cade, who wore what
she thought was a rather comical confused expression, his brow furrowed
as his brain processed what he was seeing. ”Okay, so Vourk’s right about
some things.” Dicha admitted. ”But he’s not gonna believe this!”
It wasn’t supposed to be like this. None of us set out with this end in mind. By the time anyone finds this, if
anyone finds this, I will be long dead, along with the rest of us few
who remain but someone’s got to tell our story. I suppose there’s no-one
left to remember it now if we don't take steps to do so. It's the story
of how Earth died, and our part in killing it.
Perhaps
though I should start at the beginning, with the draft. It was in the
spring of 2562 when the Homeworld Authority started sending out the
notices, and I was more excited than afraid when I got that message. The
media centers had been blasting the news for weeks by then: that the
colony set up at Alpha Centauri had declared its independence in radio
messages only recently received by Earth. They’d declared the Authority a
tyranny and dredged up to replace it some eight-centuries old
philosophy from contraband documents that someone had smuggled onboard
the colony ships. This obviously could not stand - the Authority bent
its will to building the Colonial Pacification Fleet the moment that
transmission was received.
They trained us for two years, at first on simulators and later in the newly constructed warships - hundreds of them. Eric Hadley,
my ship, was of the most common class, so even before it was done I got
trained on the guns of several of its sister ships. There was no rush -
after all, the colonists had sent the transmission four-plus years
before it got to Earth, and it would take a good nine years for any
fleet to get there, but as far as the colonists knew, it would take
closer to thirty. See, the Authority had come out with a new engine,
much faster - it couldn’t break the speed of light, nothing could, but
it could get to point six.
We
set off to a great fanfare, the armada launching simultaneously from
Earth orbit in an unrivaled display of engine flares, and we all felt
good - surely no mere colony could stand up against the might of mother
Earth. We all knew the orders - if the colony could not be intimidated
back into control, it would be wiped out, and new colonists would be
sent.
The
trip was dull, at least for me - some of the men had psych issues,
staring at nothing but black out the windows every day for so long. The
medtechs were quick to medicate those, and they were never really the
same after that, but at least they stopped panicking. I suppose with as
many gigawatts of laser power and as many megatons of fission missiles
as each ship had, this sort of thing was sensible - couldn’t have a
gunner, or Director forbid an officer, going unstable. That could ruin
the whole venture, painting a fireball so bright that the colonists
couldn’t help but be warned we were coming. Even some of those who
didn’t lose it started to avoid looking out into space where possible,
as if superstitious avoidance of the reality of our location would save
their sanities.
At
least relativity was our friend. See, when you get going that fast, it
slows your relative time, so onboard each ship the clocks only counted
about four years. That was still a long time, of course, so every day we
ran one, sometimes two drills, to keep our training fresh and to keep
us busy.
Deceleration
was more abrupt than acceleration - Admiral Mathis had instructed each
captain to wait until the last possible minute to decelerate, as doing
so would require turning each ship’s blazing engine-flare toward
Centauri. Even through the compensators, you could feel the pull aft
with every step. After a week of that, though, the fleet had slowed
itself such that it could enter the Centauri system without
overshooting.
They
had warships of a sort there, even more than fifteen years before they
could have expected us - a dozen or so fair-sized asteroids studded with
gun decks and powered by huge, lumbering fusion drives. The Admiral
called for them to surrender, but those asteroid dreadnoughts opened
fire on us instead. The battle was furious, but short - the colonists’
asteroid battleships were tough and well-armed, but the Pacification
Fleet outnumbered them fifty to one or more. We suffered steep losses,
but it only took about half an hour of fighting to crack those asteroids
open and rupture their reactor plants.
The asteroid ships had some sort of escape pods, so some ships from the Fleet took on a few survivors for questioning, Hadley
among them. I never spoke to the prisoners myself, being only a gunner,
but I heard the officers talk about them. The rebels were adamant, and
despite their defeat none of them could be made renounce their
rebellious ways and swear allegiance to the Homeworld Authority.
Eventually, the Captain had them all executed for treason, and he had
the crew watch.
I
was surprised when the vidscreens at my post came on to show the
condemned that one of them was a woman who must have been quite
attractive before the bruises and other injuries inflicted during her
interrogation. The Captain performed the executions himself with his
sidearm, one at a time, and the woman was last in line. After each, he
asked the remainder if they would renounce their rebellion. Part of me
spent the whole spectacle begging that woman to take the opportunity,
where none of her compatriots did, and another part spent it chiding the
first part for letting physical attraction play a part in things - I’d
seen other men punished for lesser conflicts of interest, when they were
so careless as to let them show.
She
looked the Captain in the eye as he pronounced her death sentence, and
asked her one last time if she would relent. She took a shaky breath to
reply, and my heart leapt as the Captain’s gun lowered a little. We all
thought she was going to renounce the colony’s rebellion. The words that
came from her mouth weren’t a surrender, though. Rather, she called out
a rebel slogan, something about liberty or death. She looked like she
was going to say more, but the Captain shot her immediately, and then
emptied the rest of his gun’s charge into her charred corpse for good
measure. When I went back to the saved replay of the execution ceremony
later, her last words had been cleverly excised, and despite that being
proper for such rebel poison I thought it somewhat a shame. She’d had
guts, not to mention looks, and those were both things I could respect.
The
colony didn’t put up too much of a fight after that. I suppose they
were probably expecting us to land and take the place the old-fashioned
way, but after having his order for surrender flatly refused, Admiral
Mathis gave the weapons-free order. By laser and missile the remainder
of the fleet turned every sign of civilization on that rock into glowing
rubble, shot down every satellite and station that orbited it, and even
turned the cannibalized hulks that had centuries before been colony
ships into dust and slag.
Mathis
and a few others went down to plant the Homeworld Authority’s symbolic
flag in the dirt in the middle of what used to be the planet’s largest
city. Mathis had one of the men take a vid-recorder and broadcast the
whole thing to the fleet. In front of everyone, dressed in his yellow
radiation suit, he unfurled the banner of the Homeworld Authority, with
its wireframe-globe emblem, and stabbed the base of its pole into the
charred dirt. It flapped gloriously for about ten seconds before the
wind picked up and blew a cinder hail over the site, which didn’t bother
the radiation-suited men, but did riddle the flag so full of holes that
the thing looked more like the colors of the losing side than the
winning one. The video ended there, with the ragged, burnt Authority
flag, and Mathis standing beside it, gesturing at the cameraman to stop
recording.
Lacking
further orders, Mathis sent word of our success back to Earth, and
ordered the fleet to prep for the long haul back to Earth. It took us a
month to make what was left of the fleet ready for interstellar travel,
but through scavenging the wrecks and the most damaged ships for parts
we were able to do it. We all chipped in, taking shifts suiting up and
cutting parts off of derelicts at the techs’ direction, or helping use
salvaged parts to repair battle damage to still-operational ships. It
was during that process that when a salvage team found the device.
No-one
knew what it was, at first - the sealed, unmarked black box someone
found attached to the computer of one of the ships that’d been split
open in the battle. It had been buried inside a bulkhead right next to
the computer core, plugged right into the back of the computer - and it
wasn’t on any schematics of any ship.
What
exactly it did no-one bothered to tell anyone as low-ranking as a
gunner, but Mathis ordered techs on all the ships to locate such
devices, and sure enough, they found one hidden behind the computer core
of every single ship. Tech teams tore each and every one out, and each
was jettisoned into space. We thought that was the end of it, and soon
enough the fleet’s engine flares again pushed us all back into the
interstellar void, back toward Earth. Most of us thought we’d return to a
hero’s welcome - after all, we’d completed what we’d set out to do. The
Homeworld Authority’s dominion was secure.
The
return trip was a good deal more relaxed - Mathis ordered that drills
would be reduced to once per week, and though we still had to be on duty
the atmosphere was laid back, satisfied. After all, humanity had had
its first interstellar war, and we were the returning victors. There
weren’t near as many psych cases on the trip home, as I recall.
By
fleet reckoning, we started to decelerate three days before my
thirtieth birthday, but something like nineteen years had passed on
Earth. What we did not expect was to be met in the outer system by
newer, sleeker warships that ordered the fleet to halt. The new ships
were no bigger than Hadley,
and outnumbered thirty to one, so I thought them to be a sort of
escort, or honor guard. Their ships and ours drifted idly while Admiral
Mathis spoke with their commander. We all thought that this was just a
formality, and that we’d be on our way home soon. When the order to fire
on those ships, we were all surprised, and I’m sure many of us
hesitated - but enough of the fleet trusted Admiral Mathis that our
ragged opening salvo wiped out every last one.
It
was then that the Admiral took to fleet-wide comms to explain what was
going on. He told us that the black boxes he’d ordered removed from each
ship were self-destruct mechanisms, and that the ships that we’d just
killed had been sent here to broadcast the signal to trigger those
mechanisms. Rather than welcome us home, the Authority had planned from
the beginning to eliminate us to reduce the risk of us carrying home any
of the colony’s infectious propaganda, according to Mathis. We trusted
him instinctively, and the fleet moved as one again towards Earth. I’m
not sure even Mathis knew why - we had nowhere else to go, of course,
but it should have been obvious to us that the Authority would not let
us simply come home after what we had done to its cleanup crew.
More
ships scrambled to meet us, new, powerful things, but they were
outnumbered - the Authority apparently hadn’t invested in as many
warships after the Pacification Fleet had been launched. We took losses,
but each wave of defenders burned and fell behind us, cooking in the
fires loosed by their own ruptured reactors. Finally, the Fleet loomed
over Earth itself, much as we’d loomed over the rebels’ world at Alpha
Centauri. We were down then to about half the number of ships that we’d
been when we’d decelerated into Centauri, but still the firepower that
Admiral Mathis had pointed at the planet was staggering. We didn’t know
that down there on Earth, thousands of missiles designed to repel a
rebel attack were being readied instead to destroy us.
The
Admiral broadcast a request for cease-fire, on open channel so the
fleet and anyone listening on Earth could hear it. It was a long-winded,
diplomatic affair, which ultimately was met with silence, followed by
the peal of missile lock alarms on every ship in the fleet as Earth’s
ground-based defenses sprung into action.
What
did they expect us to do? Those of us manning lasers fired on the
missiles before any order could possibly be given. We even got some of
the things, but every beam continued on, past the advancing missiles, to
burn the planet’s surface. As we desperately fired to save ourselves,
millions below died. I think if we’d had a second to think about it, we
might have held our fire, but we’d drilled for a decade on those guns,
and instinct took over.
The
Admiral’s orders came as we were firing our second salvo at the
oncoming projectiles, and each ship swung into position to dodge at the
last second, down toward the planet. The Authority, the Admiral
hysterically explained into the comms, would disable its missiles when
they were burning back toward the planet. They had to.
Just before the laser turrets recharged for the fourth salvo, Hadley
executed its juke, using its main engine to blow right past the
oncoming missiles before they could correct course. Not all the ships in
the fleet pulled it off - several died in thermonuclear fireballs as
scores of missiles found their mark. The remaining missiles arced
around, turning to again seek the Fleet, and again we fired on them,
this time the stray beams bit nothing but space.
As
I lined up each shot, I heard the Admiral, still on open channel,
begging the Authority for everyone’s good to scrub its missiles, that
his ships were well into the upper atmosphere. No-one replied. Thinking
back on it, I am pretty sure no-one was alive to - a lot of missiles
came from the area around Central, so we probably cooked the Authority’s
command center by accident with the first volley.
We
fired and fired, eight salvos. Nine. I thought we’d get a tenth, but
the missiles were too quick. We did good, too, but not good enough - I
think had every beam in those last five volleys burned one missile, we
still would have not gotten them all. About half of the missiles got
through. Hadley was hit only once, and didn’t quite die, but from my
turret I watched the fleet die a thermonuclear death around us and fall
burning toward the already-scorched Earth, along with hundreds of
missiles whose targets had already been destroyed.
Hadley,
despite the damage, had enough left in her to limp into a stable orbit
before the engines quit. A few of the other ships survived too, but not
many - Mathis’s Lavorne, the fleet’s largest ship, seemed to have
weathered the storm the best, but she was losing atmosphere from several
large, gaping wounds and her engines were visibly sputtering. Besides Lavorne and Hadley, nine other ships pulled through, none unscathed.
We
survivors turned our gazes down then, and watched Earth, the planet
where we all grew up, die. Between the wrecks’ meteoric reentry and the
radiation from hundreds of reactors and thousands of fission warheads,
little was spared. Earth burned below us, and we few survivors could
only watch.
That
was two years ago now. We’ve been in orbit ever since, all eleven
surviving ships docked and welded together to pool resources. As it is,
we’ve got probably two months of supplies left. We’ve watched Earth’s
death throes, watched blue and green turn to gray and brown. We’ve
watched our world die.
Humanity’s
not dead, not everyone. We still pick up signals from the Mars base
from time to time, and there were probably still a few colony missions
still in transit - but even if we had the power to get to those people
they would never welcome us. After all, they can see what we did. So we
stay in orbit around Earth, guarding its lifeless body because we’ve
nothing left.
Of
all the things to spend my time thinking about now, I find myself
trying to remember that rebel woman's last words, the ones cut from the
recording. She deserves to have them recorded somewhere. But I no longer
remember, and no-one else that I've asked can either. It's strange, how
that bothers me more than the fact that I'm going to die in a few
months when our supplies run out.
Though, I suppose if there is any sort of afterlife I might get the chance to ask her about it...